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User:bloody_disaster (1713759)
Dirty Mouth oh this Rotted Jaw
Staind Wrists
Name:She Stands Alone
Location:palm coast, Florida, United States
Birthdate:03-23
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Bio:I love Cigarettes I love Bad Grammer too
ummm, I don't have cool codes, I hate sea food, my clothes are too tight, I can not stand crumbs in my bed.
& I don't know what I'm doing with my life
I like it
bye

MAKE LOVE NOT WAR <3


Ya I wanna be a writer

So My Lj, Don't expect it to change your life...


I'll stand until you fall, I'll watch and wait for that smile... you amaze me.

But who am I to compare my pain with your suffering.

I love the way your hair falls in your eyes.. when your trying to imagine these moments without me.

Show me how the liquid flows without the precious Jugular vein... try breathing now darling

your missing everything but the flaws... and I never been so in love

We never talked about it, because you never even cared... I gave you everything but im finding out it was never enough.

My jealousy completes your satisfied grin... I shouldn't have let this out... no the words never shouldve graced your ears.

Imagine my eyes on you... can you still bare to walk away tonight¿

White

This static sound rips the eardrums clear out
These eye sockets crave darkness
but my skull is cracked & the questions smudge my makeup
The things that are coming out slit this working muscle
every ugly word burns cheek, my jaw has rotted off
Dirty Wrists & c lenched Fists
Innocent dove with the wrong messages around your throat
starring. lying. with knowing eyes
I resent you until white lies explode into the red reflection
I ask for notice... I receive eternity of worry
You ask for a blinding substance.. & receive wisdom.
Hush. loosely bonded bones cover airways
pale rough edges beg to be released.
Devastating Angel you traded me in
booked me a lifetime with no color
decades spent surrounded blinding white jackets.
Those deep pockets hold my freedom
& chatter as they disappear.

It’s been weeks since I’ve seen you... alive, So many words wiping this slate clean, You will always be my favorite... My favorite experiment , The Wrong mixture of potions, Was the reaction that hard to swallow¿ How sad... your hand never could reach mine, Personally I loved the way you foamed out the mouth with words that could hollow my insides, your hands always remained clean, & that frown pinned down, You had me in one sunset & you let go just before sunrise, You didn’t care how the salt sliced lips, Eyes that see nothing but misspelled truth, Can you taste my skin, Water like ice... you were my heat, But dear I have regrets, body tiny slipping out the door... past the bathroom, By the time I reached the doorway the heart was so heavy, this tiny body collapsing on silk sheets, You stole my breath away... dry heaving & you dry my clothes, I couldn't sleep yet your eyes were lead, Do You believe I am fine now¿ ya neither do I, But I refuse to play pretend any longer, I hate this place, In this place you don’t miss my laugh, In this place I follow a faceless promise, &You watch me go in circles... offering no compass, Today I let words slip past my watch, It’s never easy, & I don't want to play Pretend.


Too Much&It's Too Late


I am 0% addicted to Counterstrike. What about you?



      
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Interests:57: 99 bananas, awesome. vodka, back massages, badass, beatles, being alone, being around people, being scard, biting, black, cheeseburgers, cigarettes, crazyness, crying, cuddleing, drinking, driving, emo, everclear.hippies, french silk pie, friends, hardcore shows, hip bones, holding hands, icecream, john lennon, jumping, kareoke, kissing, kyle(whitey), laughing, licking, lips, love, making out, my computer, nae nae, nicky p, ninjas god damit, parties, peace&love, poems, protesting, purple, rain, ralphtina, reading, sex, sit-ins, sloaney, smileing, soap, sylvia plath, talking, tori amos, um writing period., writing. vodka
Schools:None listed
Friends:
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Communities1:______creashunz
Friend of:77: 1craziedrummer, ___aftertaste, ___symetric, __steena, _fallinawayy_, _pcs_of_me_, _seductivekiss_, a_beautifulscar, andwerepraying, anichka9110, atticus109, autumn_tomorrow, bloody_disaster, bloodysaturdayz, boy_meets_heart, crazymonkeygurl, da_pimp69, dazedncnfused, deathdidus_part, dude_ill_cut_u, enpe, flr0meo, forgetmyname27, frmsteven2ashes, genafckingmarie, hamlet_30, heartshape_box, hermoso_acuario, ima_granola_bar, imascandal, impactxofreason, innocentpink, jack_fucks_jill, jukebox_hero_, kill_me_wt_love, kvkasper, lets_bang_today, life_suxs, lil_grizzle, madaboutalice, meaganganem, my_x_ratedlove, myowndisasterx4, neversaydie00_, nj_isfor_lovers, noideahowifeel, nyctonawya, ohmygreg, onebyone_, oneillboardshak, oooright_u_suck, oxmasqeruade, paidtogetlaid, paperstarhoax, photoboothxkiss, prettynpink69, prettyxdisaster, pthwy2providnce, rb26dett, rev_methos, ryrytothemax, shotgunmessage9, spanishflysxe, starblondie, swingwide, the_xo_diary, thuggholladay, undrgroundpress, waiting4forever, whitekid321, xalwaysxyoursx, xwalktheplankx, xxfungusxx, xxpierced_heart, yo_what_up_b, youre_my_star, yournewdrug
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